boo ! he says that it doesnt matter as long as im really happy. but ! freedom doesnt come easy ! you know, you have to be alone with him. listen to his words. listen to your heart. and pull through. he says that i need discipline in order to be what i want ! its going to be no life ! but what comes after is the TRUE LIFE. so, im changing myself from now on. no more bad habits. MANY MANY good habits. and be content, not lazy however.